-𝓷𝓮𝔁𝓾𝓼-

I'm dragging my body and mind through everything....
          I can only hope that everything's worth while and that I won't fall short T.T
          
          
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          I miss writing sm. But I don't think I can write with these heavy thoughts inside my head. I'm sorry for the delays, guys... But I can promise you that I won't quit. So please wait for my returnnn❤❤

YOU GUYS DID IT!!!! MY FIRST 100+ READS IN ONLY THE SPAN OF 6 DAYSSSS. 
          
          This is crazyyy T.T
          
          I can't believe that we have passed 500 reads just with 4 published parts too! 
          
          You guys are the best❤❤ Tysm for your kind support and also comments. Please stay tuned for the newest chapter! Love you guysss, please stay safe and stay healthy wherever you are❤
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/382219197

~SNEAK PEEK FOR THE ONGOING CHAPTER FOR STARLIGHT BOYS BOOK~
          
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          I looked at him and realized, that he was still the Sun Ying Hao I knew. 
          
          The way his eyes would scrunch up when he smiles, when laughs.. 
          The way he adjusted his necklace carefully every time he was nervous. 
          The way he would bow to everyone around him. 
          The way he offered help to strangers. 
          The way he observes his surroundings. 
          
          And the way that he looked at me. 
          
          All of it... 
          Was still the same. 
          
          And now I wonder, can we finally live the promises we made back then? 
          
          -Yoojun

@CrawlingNexus I'VE BEEN GREAT!! ♡♡ been enjoying the weeks of the new year. wbyy?? 

NEXUS I MISS YOU ♡♡

Is it okay if you do Donghwa x Ziheng, um I rlly don’t know what I wanted the plot to be honestly.

400 READS WITH ONLY 3 CHAPTERS?!!!! I can't thank you guys enoughhh for this IDK WHAT TO SAY EXCEPT.. THANK YOU, THANK YOU AND THANKKK YOUUU AAAAAAA-
          
          (Update) 
          
          I'm currently writing about two new couples (Yoojun/Sun Ying Hao and Zai/Jeongwoo) 
          
          Wdygt? Would you like to read more about these two new CP or another Hangyul/Ling Qi and Junhyuk/Minjae?? 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/382219197

Besides not having Ling Qi, Xing Xing and Minjae debuting with Polarix, I think I'm overall happy with how Starlight Boys ended.
          
          Idk but it seems like I'm destined to always have only one pick from my OTPs to debut and not both of them in the same group ahahhaha (e.g. Fantasy Boys: Myungjae/Hanbin and now Junhyuk/Minjae and Hangyul/LingQi)
          
          Anyhow, Polarix is a beautiful name. Xu Shi Huan is starting to grow on me and he might be my biaswrecker in Polarix ahahha. My bias is still Junhyuk tho but yeah. If only Xing Xing / Minjae / Ling Qi debuted, they might be my biaswreckers too TT
          
          I'm actually pretty pumped to see how Xin Che would grow. He's a hardworking guy with an unreal Al visual. I know that he has a lot of potential and I can't imagine how much he would transform within a year.
          
          Hangyul leader vibes? OFC.
          
          MAIN RAPPER JUNHYUK VIBES? OFC!!!

- THE POLARIX POSITIONS PREDICTION BY YOURS TRULY -
          
          Hangyul, Leader, Lead Vocal, Main Dancer, FOTG(?) 
          Shao Zi Heng, Center, FOTG, Main Vocal, Lead Dancer
          Junhyuk, Main Rapper, Lead Dancer
          Donghwa, Main Vocal, Lead Dancer
          Pentor, Lead Vocal
          Zai, Main Dancer, Lead Rapper
          Xu Shi Huan, Lead Rapper, Sub Vocal
          Xin Che, Maknae, Sub Vocal, Sub Rapper, Visual
          Daeul, Lead Vocal, Visual
          
          I'm manifesting Junhyuk Main Rapper and Donghwa Main Vocal era frfrfrrrr. 

JUNJAE IS FINALLY HEREEE!!! Please be ready because this chapter has a darker theme than the previous ones. For anyone who feels stuck and alone, I hope you can find your own ways to hold on. You're important. You matter. You are loved. I love you guys. Just talk to me if you ever need a friend ❤ Much love, Nexus
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