CPU Cyan Heart

I'm home.

I've been thinking about this for a while.
          Now that I'm deep into working on original novels, I'd like to take a look back at what I've written in the past. I don't regret spending five years writing fanfiction here, as it allowed me to meet so many great people and discover my love for writing. So, as sort of a 'celebration', with the seven year anniversary of Moonlight Hacker one month away, I'm going to be reading through the entire Legacy series from start to finish. I'll be leaving comments throughout talking about the process and my thoughts about what I had written. At the end of each uncompleted book, I'll leave a lengthy comment on where the story would've gone from there.
          
          So people can follow along if they wish, here's the list of books in order of timeline:
          
          Perfection
          Stardust Hacker
          Moonlight Hacker
          Deity Hacker
          Re;birth Hacker
          Re;birth Apocalypse
          Re;birth Dimension
          Fate's Dimension (Original is in Scrapped Stories)
          Inheritor Crystal (Unreleased)
          Neo Saga (Unreleased)
          Death Wish
          2-Dimensional
          Multiversity
          Project: Legacy
          
          I'll also read through the original Moonlight Hacker (In Scrapped Stories), Re3; M00NL1T R3V1V4L, Re;Deity, and Re;birth Apocalypse Original (In Scrapped Stories). 
          
          Also, I started playing Hyperdimension Neptunia on the YouTube channel, so this has now come full circle. Oops.
          
          That's all for now.
          CPU Cyan Heart, signing off.

It's been a while. 
          
          So, I have some news to share... 
          I won't be returning to Wattpad, but I'd like to inform whoever will read this of what I've been up to.
          During the time I've been away I have started writing two original stories, made four RPGs with RPG Maker MV, made five Pokemon rom hacks, and started a YouTube channel.
          I will be leaving all the links to those projects here, minus the rom hacks and stories. 
          Gamejolt: https://gamejolt.com/@CyanHeart
          YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC57Q3jPoZOke9iGb21M9IoQ
          
          If you wish to check out any of the previously mentioned projects, visit those sites and see if there's anything there you'd be interested in.
          The last six years have been a wild ride. I'm working to improve my mental state; trying to find ways to enjoy life; or just seeking some form of purpose. I've met all sorts of people throughout this journey; I've made friends who I cherish and love deeply. I wouldn't want to change anything I went through to get here. No matter how badly I felt, how empty it made me feel, I know that it's made me the person I am today.
          So, if there's anyone left who found joy from what I did here... come along and see this legacy through to the end.
          Who knows... maybe you'll find your own legacy here.
          
          CPU Cyan Heart, signing off.

It's been fun, but I don't think I can handle every moment feeling like I'm not using my time wisely, or letting people down. it's gotten to the point where I can no longer write anything, suffering from the worst feeling of emptiness and hatred towards what I've spent so long working on. So, I'm stepping away from it all. Until I can get over this burnout, I won't be writing anything; it's not helping my mental health to continue like this. I've spent years working towards a goal that seems to be getting even further away. Nothing I do seems to have any real impact on the outside world. Four years ago, I was going through rough times, and reading stories on this platform is what kept me going. I wanted to write a story that could do the same for others. But I'll never know if I've actually managed to change anyone's life with those... I no longer have any motivation to do what I once loved; my passion is gone. I only hope that by taking this break, I'll be able to light the spark of passion I once had... I'm praying for it, because it's the only part of me I have left that's still me. I want to know; I NEED to know... have I saved anyone? Have I truly made a difference in someone's life? I don't know anymore... I guess what I'm saying is... thank you. For the stories that gave me life. For those who read what I had to offer. And for those who were inspired to find their own dream. If I don't come back... If I give up on writing... I'll know that I made something here on Wattpad that I can honestly be proud of. THAT is my Legacy. 
          
          CPU Cyan_Heart... signing off. Until we meet again.

I'm going to be taking a short hiatus. 
          Writer's block has hit me hard and I need some time to get my thoughts together.
          I'll try to get back to writing within the next week. 
          CPU Cyan Heart, signing off.

Re;birth Apocalypse and Re;birth Dimension have been released.
          I will be uploading the chapters I've written for Apocalypse as I write the chapters for Dimension. I'll also be adding the original Part 1 of Apocalypse to Scrapped Stories with every chapter of Apocalypse that's released.

Just uploaded my first RPG to Gamejolt. Feel free to check it out.
          https://gamejolt.com/games/I-forgot-my-keys/684026

The finale of Re;birth Hacker has been uploaded. 
          Happy New Year. Hopefully Kamen Rider Shinobi will come out in 2022. :3

No, I'm not insane.
          Re;birth Apocalypse chapter 1 has been rewritten.
          I'll be giving small updates here on Apocalypse and Dimension as I work on them. Look forward to their release in February 2022.

Update on Re;birth Hacker Part 6.
          The final chapter of Re;birth Hacker is just about halfway done now. I start the third of four arcs tomorrow, so it won't be much longer now. Look forward to the finale of Re;birth Hacker, releasing January 1, 2022 in time for Re;birth Hacker's fifth anniversary.