Anna Cejas

WAIT I REMEMBER ONE MEME IN SPANISH WORDS.
          
          GIRL: "DID U KNOW IF U SAY SOCKS SLOWLY, YOU ARE CONSTANTLY SPEAKING A SPANISH WORD?" 
          
          GUY: "SOCKS?" 
          
          GIRL: "YEh , S O C K S, SAY IT"
          
          GUY: " SOCKS, S O C K S?? ES SO SI KI ES?? HUH??"guy confused face
          
          GIRL: " YEP, Eso si Que es, CRAZY RIGHT??"
          
          GUY: "WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?"
          
          GIRL: " IT MEANS ' IT IS WHAT IT IS' LMAOHhaajaja!"
          
          And they both laugh* 
          
          Lmao, should I be writing more memes, it seems fun! Lol

ANYWAYS VENTING TIME! 
          SHARING MY NEWLY EXPERIENCE IN MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL OF BECOMING A GRADE 12 STUDENT. HOLY SHITT MY FIRST IS DAY IS SO EMBARRASSING THAT I WISH I COULD JUST BURY MY WHOLE SOUL IN THE UNKNOWN WORLD HELP PUTANGINAJSJSKA, FIRST DAY PA TALAGA SUMAKIT YUNG TYAN KO SOBRA, ANSAKIT TALAGA NA PARANG NAKAKAMATAY, I THINK HYPERCOLD EWAN ANO TAWAG NUN, INUWI NALANG NILA AKO SA BAHAY NAMIN SINCE NAGREQUEST AKONG GUSTO UMUWI KASI SAKIT JUDD AS IN U KNOW, I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO POOP SO BAD AT THAT TIME AND DID NOT EVEN CARE ABT WHAT PLACE?! SO SINABI KO SA KIND CLASSMATE KO NA NAGGUIDE SAKIN NA PARANG TATAE NA TALAGA AKO, BUT I WAS THINKING OF HOW EMBARRASSING IT IS SO SHIT THERE IN THE SCHOOL IN MY 1ST DAY. SHETT SO I JUST LITERALLY WANNA CRY SO BAD BUT I CANT SQUEEZE TEARS CUZ I USED THEM UP IN MY BAKASYON READING MY FAV ANGST NOVEL THAT I FELT NUMB. BRUH, SO IDK WHATODO TOMM, IDK WHAT MY CLASSMATE THINKS OF ME, IDK IF THEY THOUGHT I WAS FAKING IT AND JUST MAKE EXCUSES JUST TO GO HOME. PERO IT'S SO NERVOUS TO GO TO SCHOOL NAA, MY MIND IS SO ANXIOUS, ANXIETY IS REALLY MY ENEMY. JUST KILL ME. BUT I DON'T WANT TO DIE IN EMBARRASSING WAY.  IS THIS A CANON EVENT?

Part3: NO ONE WILL EVER READ THIS NOTE BUT THIS IS A CONFESSION THAT I MIGHT FORGET WRITING THIS IN WATTPAD: 
          
           FF. My guyfriend, his name is vencel okay, he told me his full name idk if its real or not, cuz I was hella confused with his costantly changing surnames, leme tell u he's indian guy but his surnames are nothinglike indian surname for me like??. Anyways, I felt uncomfortable as time passed by with this guy, I already said that we expose each others faces as a face reveal yeah, but this guy want to Video call me bruh, I am so not comfortable with video calling anyone online idc if they are a friend or not, I keep dismissing his request anytime he asked me that, and he kinda did not gave up cuz I always excuse this that "sorry, my phone is blurry, sorry my sorroundings is dark, sorry my phone broke, sorry blablabla." What an obvious answer bro, it was totally me pointing I don't like anyone seeing my faces on vc. Cuz I have pimple problems at that time too hehe, I totally have skin picking addiction and so My face got affected with dirty pimples and got insecurities to show my face to anyone, thank goodness it was lockdown at that time. 
          
          Done part three3:
          
          BE CONTINUING THIS NOTE TOMMORROW SINCE NO ONE KNOWS OTHER THAN ME ANYWAYS LOL

PART2 : NO ONE WILL EVER READ THIS NOTE BUT THIS IS A CONFESSION THAT I MIGHT FORGET WRITING THIS IN WATTPAD: 
          
          We stopped communicating overtime, prolly my fault for not replying back to his chats, before we stopped communicating for awhile in 2020, we already share each others faces cuz curiosity, and I think we really both into each other cuz I found it out after rethinking his attitude towards me years later after I forgot about his existence for awhile. Cuz I could still remember one of his reply to me before in discord( I deleted my discord btw, I hated my idiotness so much that I cut off my connection to him online and deleted my accounts that he knew abt), anyways he said "Do you have a bf?" Idk that question before and I just replied that its a weird question bruh and I don't know how to continue the conversation so the dumbass me said "Wbu? Do u have a gf??" LIKE WTHH?! IM TOTALLY OUT OF MY MIND, HE WAS PROBABLY LAUGHING OF MY QUESTION CUZ I REPLIED HIS WITH LIKE "Weird question my friend, leme ask the same one!" VIBE lmao. Anyways, he invited me to his other groupchats in discord that are full of his online friends that he made, THE YOUNG ME WAS CRYING ON THE INSIDE CUZ I DIDN'T KNOW HE HAS LOTS OF FRIENDS OTHER THAN ME! WHAT AN OBVIOUS YANDERE OF ME. I hated that time was I can't interact with his other friends, they look like they are bonding and I was just the reader of chats, I was totally jealous of them, I was dumb and oblivious, I kinda added his one friend, lauren she played in roblox too, rich one cuz she has lots of robux, got more envious, I thought she was his online gf, so I did not confront him or her. One time, I accidentally called her on discord and was hella embarrassed so I just apologised and said that I told her the truth that I slipped my hand cuz my hands were wet, she understands it anyways and didn't mind. 
          
          Done Part two2: Next Part three3

NO ONE WILL EVER READ THIS NOTE BUT THIS IS A CONFESSION THAT I MIGHT FORGET WRITING THIS IN WATTPAD: 
          
          Okay so, I have an old friend in roblox from 2019-2020 he was 3 years older than me at that time and he live at india, as an innocent little girl who's new at online gaming with global players that are strangers to me, and that guy was my first ever friend there, I ofcourse got a crush on him. We chatted for a long time, he was sweet, and  I felt butterlflies in my stomach for the first time, I thought it was just puppy love tho, anyways we got super good at roblox and over the time I started to be feeling nervous to talk to him after I catched feelings for him, he did not knew that tho until now. Fast forward, we continued to chat on discord cuz roblox chatting was esp. if we use some words that r not allowed on rblx, (not innapropriate words okay? Like roblox is so sensitive with words even tho its not cursing or whatvs). Anyways, as I was saying of feeling nervous to talk to him, I mean is like I was getting worried of my english and got insecure to chat since english is not my 1st lang. But that dude was hella smart, and english is like basic to him. Don't blame okay? I was not a novel and manhwa reader at that time yet so my english is not pretty I wish I was cuz, I could have prevented our miscommunications of my old online friend at that time lol. 
          
          This is part one1: Next part two2