I've written so many stories, most of them dark psychological thrillers enough to make people feel happy, sad, heartbroken, scared, uncomfortable, shocked and disturb. Writing these things should have made people wonder if I'm okay because it'll make them say, it doesn't sound like me. That's storytelling, everyone has their own way of telling their stories, everyone has their own imagination or they tell stories so that they can express themselves.
Regarding writing the story, I thought LIGHT and MASTERMIND were challenging, AZRA was the first real proper challenge I ever had due to its dark grounded themes, loss of a loved one and religious prejudice, the scary horror moments and the graphic violence.
Originally I thought of taming it down but after being with a family member who I used to adore but now has toxic traits, as well as being with people, Christians who I thought were kind, friendly people until they slowly showed their true colours when they started treating me like nothing, I thought they might be good friends but they were just like everyone else, only caring about themselves, their reputation, I still remember when I told them I can't be with them as I wanted to spend time with my little sister, one acted rude and annoyed, that hurt me. And not only that, I was still recovering from the end of a friendship. These factors are why AZRA is the darkest psychological horror story I ever wrote and tbh, there were times I wouldn't write for weeks or a month due to its themes. But writing AZRA helped me let out my pain, anger and sadness so that I can push through, move on and to remind myself to continue living on. By the end of AZRA, reading it after writing, gotta say, despite feeling pushed back by own writing, I actually felt proud cause as the months go by, I still feel tired at times but I feel much better, I'm very happy and now I'm back to looking at life in a positive way and no one's going to stop me.
AZRA releases on March 15 2026