Doctor Palmer #2
It's been one year since we started Project Fallout and during that time, we were able to gather lots of research and resources to make progress on our anti radiation cure. Man, I gotta say, can't believe it's been one year already and I'm still inside this... this place. There are times me and a couple of EASE employees got ourselves outside to rendezvous with our superiors and scientists assigned to work on the project in our headquarters...
I love what EASE is doing, that's why I joined this project so that we can make a difference but sometimes, having been inside for a year, doubts and insecurities get the best of me, wondering how long it would take till we perfect it. I'm also scared that after three or five years later, the project might end up being a failure...
Or that it might lead into something catastrophic.
Those insecurities and worries distracted me from what I was doing to the point where I screwed up. I'm not sure how many times I screwed up but every time that happens, all I feel is guilt, feeling I'm just making a fool out of myself to the point where I started questioning my purpose in EASE.
I always been questioning what my purpose is to this world since the day I was born, wondering where I'm supposed to go, what to do next, what I'm supposed to do. Some would say get a job, get a life, get a house, start a family but it's too late, it was only through the bombs it was final. When EASE came to me, I accepted so that I can be a part of something. To bring people back to the outside world. With how I'm handling work, I'm not so sure...
But what am I doing, work is work, we're here to make a difference. Whatever happens in the past, we have to move on. It's hard to move on regarding the circumstances but...
I want to try...
UNDERGROUND goes online on November 3rd 2026
The prologue and its first three chapters goes online on Wattpad on October 27.