Deakyythefreakyy

All I need is one person to care.
          	
          	Genuinely care.
          	
          	Don’t pretend to care about me. I don’t want your sympathy, I just need your help and I know you don’t think you can help much but believe me, one positive thing can help.
          	
          	If you don’t know how to help, that’s okay. I just need a reason. A single reason why I shouldn’t slit my throat. I’ve been contemplating it for a long time. The thought of living like this is overwhelming me. My mom always wants me to be perfect. Everything I clean has to be perfect and I don’t want to live unless I’m perfect and I am so far from perfect.
          	
          	
          	I just want one person in my life who truly wants to see me get better than how I am right. One person who actually cares about how I feel and what I think. Someone who doesn’t judge me but instead listens or tries to give advice.
          	
          	
          	Thank you for listening to my depression talk.

anothercupofmilk

@Deakyythefreakyy And that doesn't change how I feel. Please, don't do it, we care about you
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Deakyythefreakyy

@The-Invisible-Deaky I’m @cliqueandfrens
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anothercupofmilk

@Deakyythefreakyy I'll be honest with you, I don't know you that well. But what I DO know (at least from what I've seen) is that you're a really nice person. We care. None of us want you to die because we care. When you're older, YOU will be in charge of YOUR life, you won't have to worry about what your mom says or thinks. Just think about that please.
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Deakyythefreakyy

All I need is one person to care.
          
          Genuinely care.
          
          Don’t pretend to care about me. I don’t want your sympathy, I just need your help and I know you don’t think you can help much but believe me, one positive thing can help.
          
          If you don’t know how to help, that’s okay. I just need a reason. A single reason why I shouldn’t slit my throat. I’ve been contemplating it for a long time. The thought of living like this is overwhelming me. My mom always wants me to be perfect. Everything I clean has to be perfect and I don’t want to live unless I’m perfect and I am so far from perfect.
          
          
          I just want one person in my life who truly wants to see me get better than how I am right. One person who actually cares about how I feel and what I think. Someone who doesn’t judge me but instead listens or tries to give advice.
          
          
          Thank you for listening to my depression talk.

anothercupofmilk

@Deakyythefreakyy And that doesn't change how I feel. Please, don't do it, we care about you
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Deakyythefreakyy

@The-Invisible-Deaky I’m @cliqueandfrens
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anothercupofmilk

@Deakyythefreakyy I'll be honest with you, I don't know you that well. But what I DO know (at least from what I've seen) is that you're a really nice person. We care. None of us want you to die because we care. When you're older, YOU will be in charge of YOUR life, you won't have to worry about what your mom says or thinks. Just think about that please.
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