Thanks @Justthatnerd005 . I also have that situation i just can't tell it to anyone cuz my friends and his, they don't want us to be togther in the first place. Like if i told them, i don't want them to told me "i told you so" and belittle my decision why i'm in a situationship with him. Because talking with him was so fun and he's a kind person.
I've almost think something is wrong with me. I thought i'm not attractive to him anymore or i don't show my affection enough. So for like a week i practiced my make up, took alot of selifes and post it on social media. Back then, he'll asked for the photos that i've post but now he just only compliment me now. There's nothing wrong with me, he's the one who just changed out of the blue.
He texted back yesterday but i felt so drain already that i can't even reply to him 3 above sentence. I don't even know how we can just go back like there's nothing wrong.
(I miss him too and i wanna talk to him so bad, tell him how i've cried because of him and i wanna cuss at his face. I want him to realize his mistakes)