Tired

Hello. Its been a while, a whole year which is absolutely insane. I don't really know what to say sorry I haven't written anything like this in a while. So a lot has happened this past year and i just realized today i had a wattpad account that hasn't been deleted yet. A lot of my stories are unfinished and I would like to finish them but I just don't have a passion for writing stories much anymore. 
          
          What that means for this account means I won't finish any of the stories on here, that doesn't mean I won't write new things I just don't feel like continuing those stories. My account will also get a rebrand sometime soon, my old stories will still be there I just don't want them to be my main focus. If you have any questions dm me. Goodbye Lovelys.

Hello Lovelys, it’s honestly been like what almost a year I think. The reason why I haven’t been updating stories is because I got locked out of both of my accounts because I couldn’t access my emails for either of them. I am truly sorry. I doubt that any of you are going to read this announcement anyway. 
          Now that you've at least read this first part I have separated the rest into topics so if you're looking for something specific please go ahead and skip if you want, if there are questions you have dm me or reply with the question.
          
          If I will continue writing stories-
             I don’t know if I got out of my writing phase, but we will see if anything I at least want to finish the stories I started. I've been wondering if I should even finish some of these stories, I am not as passionate as I was almost a year ago writing these stories. Before I would slave away writing chapters for all of you which I loved but it made me burn out quickly and I would have to take breaks for months at a time just to come up with ideas and actually enjoy writing.
          
          Slower Post- 
            To pace myself and not take month breaks every other week I will be posting fewer chapters at a time, my goal is to at least post 1 or 2 chapters a month. I know it seems like very few but I'd rather give you guys 1 chapter a month that is actual good quality work over multiple chapters a month that are rushed. I want to benefit from writing and actually enjoy it. 
          
          Ideas- 
             Now the main thing regarding writing is ideas, I have a couple of ideas to update stories but they might never be added to the stories. I don't have any ideas for new stories, unfortunately. I would love it if you guys would give me some basic ideas to work off or some ships you want to see have stories. 
          
          Direct Messages (DM)- 
            My DMS are always open! Whether it's for a personal talk or story ideas, please feel free to message me. It could be where you just want to rant or you want advice. I want it to be a safe space for you guys!

Hi

I haven't been on Wattpad since August, there's a lot I'd like to say to you guys. I am not in the best mental state right now, school has been so hard to do sometimes and I feel kind of overwhelmed by it all. I will be trying to finish all of the stories I started before December. After I finish all those stories I started I think it will be a while until I start another one. 
          
              There are so many more stories and ideas I have, that I want to share with you guys but I think those will have to wait till I'm feeling better. I had a schedule for when these stories were supposed to be finished and I never got to them. Thank you all for the support I've gotten and all the comments on my stories really make me laugh. I realized while I was away we got to 64 followers which really isn't much but I appreciate it! If you guys ever want to talk to me about your problems, or you just want to have someone to tell something that no one else listens about, I'm here :) I hope I get back into writing stories like I was before. Love you guys and remember you're worth it ❤️

Wow, my lovelys I haven't been on in a while, like I got 48 notifications- School has been beating my ass, I promise I will get some stories updated on this account and my second account. 
          
          Let me just shamelessly plug in my second account- @SleepDeprivedBaby 
          
              Stories will be updated, I just got writer block so thank you all for being patient it means a lot to me! Bye Loves- ❤️

Hello Loves! School starts very soon like um tomorrow soon at least for me so I might not be posting for a week or two, because of school. I might actually give away my account in the future, if I end up getting too caught up with school and have no time. That's only if it's the last option but I don't think it will come to that. 
          
          I also want to thank you all for the support! We finally got to 50 followers! It might not seem like a lot but it really is special for me! Thank you all❤️
          Alright adios Loves!

Hello my lovelys, I promise you I'm not dead, I've gotten some messages of people asking when I was going to make an announcement or update stories, to be honest some of my stories I don't want to continue or I want to skip a part in the book because I know I'm getting bored of it and so are you guys. 
          
               I wanted to talk about some of the stories I am referring too and what I might do with them.
          
            Forever In Love (Shinmono book 2) -
           I am honestly not a big fan of writers taking so long to make big events happen in the story, I think I am going to skip to during the wedding then start the next book (If there is one).
          
            Secret - 
          I am actually working on a couple of chapters to finish that book up, but I might do a second book for when Kazuhiko grows older, tell me what you guys think about that idea. 
          
            My Sunshine - This book is currently on hold I got writer block for this one so bare with me for a while, I might leave it on a cliffhanger for you guys to finish, I would love to see the 'ending' you guys add to the story! 
          
            Those are the most popular stories that people have asked to be updated, if you have a book that I didn't write in this announcement then please ask about it in a reply under this announcement, I know some of my stories haven't been updated since April but I am going to get to them at some point I promise! 
          
          And for those of you commenting in the Stripper Monoma (Shinmono) book talking about trading characters, I see you ya know! You horny hoes need to calm down geez, and I expect to get Monoma back, remember I'm the writer I have all the power! 
          
          (Please don't take that seriously, it is a joke, I love reading and replying to your comments they make my day! So flood my comments with whatever ya want! I'm bound to see it cause I have no life✨) 
          
          Bye Loves!❤️
          

So uhh it's 1:00 am right now and I just had an idea for a bakudeku story soooo I guess my ‘break’ is over it should at least be published by 3am 

Hello Loves! I know I said I would continue writing some of the stories, I need to catch up on but I don't really have the motivation to continue some of these stories write now. I will still be writing on my second account but for a week or two I won't be writing on this account until I get some motivation.
          
              Some of the Bakudeku stories I'm thinking about leaving on a cliffhanger so if someone wishes to use my storyline or continue my story then they would be welcome too (ONLY if I get credit for the storyline or original work) 
          
          I want to thank you all again for all the support, and love! I never thought I would get so much love and to think most of it started from my Stripper Monoma (Shinmono) story! It's crazy! It now has 5.3k reads! Thank you all I never would have thought it would become that big and I thought this would just be a little hobby I have but I've really grown to love this community and all of you guys! 
          
          I hope you all have a wonderful week and ill see you when I'm back with motivation! Bye Loves! ❤️
          
          Second account- @SleepDeprivedBaby

Another update because this is actually important! I'm going to start publishing stories again, I don't really add as many pictures to my stories anyway, but I did realize that some of my other stories have been on hold for a while and I didn't even realize they were. 
              
               So I will be updating those stories, Anygay Bye Loves! ❤️