DustianParker

I can't believe I'm back on this hellsite. They've hurt me so much. But alas, the call to the pen is strong, as is the call to perversion. I'm back, friends, maybe for good, maybe until this site breaks me again. I will be uploading all my new chapters on AO3 as well, even if I don't feel like I deserve to be there. I will also be moving to more batch uploads, as writing on AO3 hurts my brain and so I will be waiting until multiple chapters are done and then copy and pasting them with my computer whenever I have access to Intent. Life is rough right now, but I'm getting through it. But I've been talking long enough. I'll get back to working on the seven(7!) chapters I'm currently working on. I hope you can all enjoy my dirty mind.

You okay?

Hope you're doing alright, we miss you 

Are you still alive my friend?

So, an update. I (finally) received a message about why my story was deleted. The message said "go look at our conditions I guess", but it's something. Having read through them, I believe I know why my story was removed. And it's fucking stupid. The story was rated Mature (for very obvious reasons). The first thing listed as being allowed within the Mature rating is Explicit Sex. However. The first thing listed as not allowed, is Pornographic Material, which is listed as material only made for sexual stimulation. Now, don't get me wrong, it's fair to say that's what My Dirty Mind was. But I'm going to say something that I don't think Wattpad understands. If there is Explicit Sex that is actively described, that only exists to be Pornographic Material. No one on this platform is using graphic sex scenes for themes or anything important. It's because the Y/N x BTS member that they're writing is building to that. It's because they really want to see these two characters bang but don't know how to animate. It's because they want to get railed by a werewolf. To single out my story as an example of "this is only for the sex" means that they are actively refusing to acknowledge why what I can only assume is at least 20% of the stories on this platform exist for. Fuck this site. 

Can you post on another website? Maybe literotica.org? And do PLEASE update “finding an owner”, I can link the story from your old account if you need it.

It is one in the morning. I just loaded up Wattpad for the first time in a minute. And I check my notifications. And that's how I learn that my most viewed story has been deleted. Again. I have had this happen 3 times now. There has been no warning, and no notification. Just gone. Hours upon hours of writing and criticizing and rewriting and procrastinating and then rewriting again. Just gone. I've had it. I've fucking had it. My job fucking sucks, I'm about to be homeless if my apartment applications fall through, I just lost my dad to cancer, and now the one hobby where I make something and put it out in the world has cast me to the bottom again. I don't care if all it is is a bunch of shitty smut, this was a lot of work into the one outlet that had actually nothing to do with my life. I'm fucking done. To everyone who has ever supported me, thank you. It's meant the world to me that something I made mattered, in the smallest way possible. This might be the last thing I ever write on this fucking train wreck of an app. Truly, Wattpad can go fuck itself. Thank you. 

I think "my dirty mind" just got deleted again, might wanna back your stories up on a ,txt file.

Hey gang, just wanted to shout out real quick that I am still alive. I'm currently working on five or six chapters that could be posted just for MDM, with drafts for updates for a few other stories as well. My writer's block has been hitting me really hard for a while, but I promise I'm still trying to get stories out there for y'all. Just please be patient with me, and enjoy when they do come out.

@DustianParkerv3 you have said you would love to update "finding an owner". but can't access it due to a lack of backup, https://www.wattpad.com/469815835-finding-an-owner-chapter-1 <----- here is the link, i can also email you plain text copies should you require that instead. hope this helps in your endevous to revive it