I just realised I joined two years ago with high ass expectations and now I have low expectations like “right I expect one person to read part blah blah blah”. My optimism has kinda lowered :) my “doctor” is flipping amazing (not really) he’s not an actual doctor don’t worry. I called myself a worthless person who shouldn’t be alive and he said do you need to see Dr Ian. Sometimes I wonder why I am actually alive like yeah my parents gave birth to me whatever but I’m a horrible daughter, student, friend, sister. I don’t deserve the things I have right now and I repay my parents with a bratty attitude. They spend their money on me and my brother to make us happy and we don’t do anything about it we’re like thanks and walk away.
Anyway I’ll try and post when I can