🖤Toby🖤

that suffocating feeling is back. need to be out of my skin. or disappear. just don’t wanna deal with it. 

i love her more than anything it’s actually killing me to see her suffering so much 

if anybody could pray or just send healing vibes for my mom please i would be so grateful. she’s so sick again & ik she’s so tired of it but she’s fighting still

being someone’s only caregiver while also having a sick body is truly hell 

You're beginning to drag the ones you love down
          Will this phase ever end?
          A thousand arms to hold you
          But you won't reach for any hands

my gf in a whole other country on another continent & sent me my fav snacks & flowers :,) 

i’m so sad i’m not at my city pride festival this year bc of this stupid sick fuckin body :,( 

body immediately rejects food & then has the audacity to have low blood sugar. I TRIED, GIRL. IM TRYING. 

god bless orally dissolving nausea medication. i would’ve been hospitalized so many times by now without it :,) 

goddd i am so tired of feeling sick. fuck doctors.