@Evanescent_Eilish
Devour little pieces of my heart when you need them
I wanna tear it out now when it's beating
I wanna watch it bleed out with no feeling
So I keep sweet to keep safe
Temperate in a heat wave
I wanna tear it out now when it's beating
I wanna watch it bleed out with no feeling
i want to end it so bad rn icl. i can’t & won’t but damn do i want to
the nightmares lately been fucking up my liiiiife & i just wanna hug. i’m so tired
@sadbillieaholic thanks friend i am trying ToT <3
sending you the biggest hug possible!! take care of yourself as best as you can
crying so hard i drool on myself & bruise under my eyes is like a mental reset tbh bc suddenly i can do this for another undetermined amount of time
@sadbillieaholic right exactly
no it’s like a total reset and then i’m literally fine until the next time it happens
lol remember when my boss basically said “don’t kys, you get to see Evanescence again this month” & my show got postponed bc of weather lollololol feels like pretty clear signs to me atp
another birthday wanting to kms lel maybe one day this day will be fun & special again
just wanna be babied & taken care of but too bad i literally refuse help with absolutely anything
And I'll be in denial for at least a little while
What about the plans we made?
they were right. i am hard to love.
should just end my shit fr i cannot deal with this