Flowerboy_Hanahaki

So, here I am sitting in my bath tub with a small blanket at 2:00 in the morning reading....IM SO COLD BUT LIKE...I might need help on how to sleep cause I tried 478 and warm milk(which if you ask me is disgusting) but if anyone can give me some advise on how to sleep faster and easier that be great :>

RIP 
          Kobe bryant
          1978-2020
          
          RIP
          Ginanna Bryant
          2006-2020
          
          They will be missed world wide. 

i've been sick all day and it sucks! i want to go to school tomorrow so i been trying to sleep it off. well i woke up like 10 minutes ago and looked out my window. it almpst looks like morning with the clouds and all. i was about to go back to sleep when the thought 
          "im late for school!" i almost shrugged it off when i jumped out of bed and (my whole body died)  looked at the clock showing 4:44 pm. im suck an idiot.

Well I'm lost...
          
          A couple weeks ago my mum broke up with her boyfriend and I was happy. My mum was being kinder to me and she wouldn't work so late. Well, last night she came home around 1:38am with a guy. She said he was a friend but a had a vibe that they will start like friends and then move on to love. He seemed okay but now I'm lost...what to do??