The time spent on a project, the effort put into it, is it all really worth it? Is it even possible to do this for a living? If yes, how come your always the unlucky one while countless of other people like yourself got noticed and praised? If no, then why bother with the hobby? You can only focus on so many things before having to give up a few: you have to work and make sure you can pay the bills and eat, having little time for other things like watch movies or play games or do any other fun activities; or having little time to work on your project and hope that it becomes big and then you can finally have your dream job. Nevertheless, with work in the way all the time and your luck hating you and the very little time you have to work towards your dreams, is it really worth while to even have a hobby or goals that you think will never be achieved because "it's not the trend" or "who the heck likes this stuff anyway" or, again, luck just hates you and wants you to be miserable? Luck has to give way. It has to. Perseverance is lucks most hated enemy, like an annoying sibling. Luck has to break and give you what you want. Right?