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guys i love my wife so much. like, i am so in love its wild [ random because why not ] anywho gotta go bye bye !!

id like for my value to be more than skin deep, but it seems like thats a foolish request.
          i wish that i saw myself how everyone sees, but my bar is stuck higher than the rest.
          im tired of squeezing myself in a mold.
          im tired of Dreading the day I grow old.
          and wrinkles that should tell a million stories, Instead are the reason they ignore me.
          the years of my youth are slowly slipping by, And my image is closely related.
          im stuck in a body that makes me want to cry, Yet I envy what years ago I hated.
          cause ive tried to love myself since i was 13, but ill never be like what I see on my screen Cause the standard's impossible and everyone knows, and yet the dysphoria grows.
          they say beauty comes in any shape oe size and sells us " fixes " to be easy on the eyes.
          im suck and im tired of the pandering lies And I wish I didn't worry about this all the time.
          id like for my value to be more than skin deep, for whats inside to be more worthwhile.
          i like being creative, im a night owl when i sleep
          and i really like making people smile.
          ive never fit in almost anywhere, but frankly i really dont care [ somewhat ]
          i like being different, but that doesnt apply to my looks, somehow
          im more than and object im a human being and thats alright with me ! 
          im more than an object im a human being and thats how it should be.
          im more than a flower to be plucked at the stem
          where the rare beauties prosper
          and the weeds are poisoned
          i know it takes time to accept all my flaws
          but maybe my self esteem is not a lost cause..
          id like for my value to be more than skin deep 
          and one day, for me, it can be.
          :3

You r peakster

Melatonin is a good antidepressant med… I took 5 this morning. And I’m tired asf. 
          

bby will you come save me? im like, hella nauseous bc my brother pulled my hair 9trauma response) and i dont feel good

imma eat you <3

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hmmmm someone wanna match with me ? if not in changing back to gourdy. i wanna be pure vanilla or wind archer <3