I've returned from the dead and might return 6 feet under depending on how motivated I am. (thx for 50 followers by the way!) I also need to explain something. While writing my first book, I had stayed up all night online and I was struggling because of it as well as the fact I would get in trouble with my parents if they found out so I had to stay completely silent all night while writing. However, I was passionate about my writing and seeing my story begin to get popular. I was so excited! Another reason some chapters were longer than others was because I might have felt more motivated with more ideas sometimes, and other times not (which is probably relatable to some of youse). Then when I had finished my first book, I wanted to do a second. But somethings are best left when first finished, because I quite quickly got bored of the sequel and eventually I quit, which is sad because I think people should finish what they start. I tried doing other kinds of writing, but nothing felt as fulfilling as my first book (my sequel, an autobiography for some reason, and my story on my other account). I had also been struggling with my mental health and story writing helped me leave my life and it was almost like I entered the countryhuman universe, and writing the story helped me stop feeling sad (and sometimes nothing at all). I was a mess. However, I was healed of my problems and I no longer needed my stories' help. I think that was another reason I felt less motivated to write. I might leave Wattpad permanently, but if I don't I want to tell ya'll I have two story ideas.
1: A refugee girl leaving her home and then her struggles fitting into a new country.
2: (Another lol) countryhuman Y/N story about the struggles of a college class clown that is taking care of his younger siblings and trying to keep the secret from getting out in case he's 'not able to take care of them properly'.
Let me know what you like, because my school holidays (between grades) just started.
