Would anyone read a book in first person pov about a young adult man (19 years old) named Nicholas Collins, Nick for short, going to college. He's studying creative writing and wants to begin his journey to get into the writing world. He has two reasons, 1. out of spit since his parents never believed in his dreams and emotionally neglected him practically his entire life. (They only focused on there eldest daughter who was a division one high School swimmer who signed off on a full ride scholarship to swim at Boston university, but she was his biggest supporter)and 2. because its his dream to become a published author. He meets a guy (lets call him Leo for now) in his creative writing class and begins a friendship with him. While in this friendship he starts a relationship with this girl who every warns him is crazy but nick thinks she deserves a chance, she doesn't and goes crazy, becoming controlling and manipulative and tries to do some interesting things. Nick drops her and focuses on the relationship with Leo (painfully obvious Leo has a crush on him). Nick ends up reciprocating the feelings for Leo and they start a romantic relationship with each other. They date in secret for a while until someone tries to black mail them.