No. Don't apologize. But I have to say this. If you ever think about killing yourself just remember. Everyone has their secret problems. If you get bullied they probably have a terrible home life, if you get abused it's probably because they hate themselves and want to take the anger out. I just really want you to know that even though I've never met you or even spoken to you, I love you. I love you because you haven't left yet and that, that takes courage and strength. Thank you for not leaving. The world has enough tears already.