warning, might be disturbing? idk
don't judge me but i went to the hospital for a majorly embarrasing reason today, last night i forgot to take off an anxiety ring (((it had three enterterwined bands that twisted around eachother so it was like three seperate rings that you need to take off together))))) before bed and fel asleep with it on, it was swollen and i couldn't get it off in the morning so i ran cold water on it and i had just woken up so the closest thing i could find compared to lotion was conditioner, by that point it was turning colors and really swollen so im crying cuz im cared and it hurts, so i go to the first person i see awke my sister and she scares me and laughs at me, so i go get my stepdad, he has me shove my hand in ice water before going to find and wake up my mother from wherever she went to bed(((sometimes its her room sometimes its the couch))
and im silently crying it hurts, im scared, woke up not even ten minutes ago so im not fuly there
they try the floss trick and fiddle with it and im an angry red with bits of other colors, maybe an hour and a half later we're at the er and the doctor wants to save the ring even though we told her to cut it so she tells her nurse to google it, and wtf i googled it at home thats why im here!? so the doctors are having a good time and maybe two hours later im waiting for the discharge sitting i a hospital bed with dried tears on my face and a mixture of ring dust that shows me glitter rlly is metal powder, and drying blood, with my mother ranting at me and my wndering why they needed fishhook tools when the ring cutter should've been enough
and thats my story i just needed to tell somebody