@Hylla_Twice-Kill_
I will no longer be able to use wattpad for a while as i am now having more device restrictions and do not have acess to wattpad after this, i will miss you all
With lots of love,
Hylla_Twice-Kill_
@Hylla_Twice-Kill_ NAUUUUUUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll miss you gurl u were one of the first to make my story feel like it mattered thank u i love uuu ill never forget you
Can anyone talk rn?
@TheAmazingFic yeah, personally I think it'd be cool if like all the other ill call them "wattpad friends" we have that we don't know like all started talking together like this, that's just my opinion tho, like there's a @Secretlovchild I know who I think might get along with @lolmhagirl but I don't think they know each other
Greetings from the planet Chicken Nugget.
Sup.
@TheAmazingFic Hi. I can't sleep.
@Hylla_Twice-Kill_ anyway, my parents will be home soon, so I gotta go to bed. I’ll see you tomorrow, my time! For now, try to talk to Alister, or SolangeloVSWolfstar. Love you!
@Hylla_Twice-Kill_ Yay! Hope you, your mom, and sis get better. Not that anything’s wrong with you, I mean.
Help.
@Hylla_Twice-Kill_ I agree with @TheAmazingFic and @SolangeloVSWolfstar, If you feel down then it's ok to take breaks, your emotions should be top priority but if you leave I would be sad, so what I'm trying to say is I care about you and hope that you decide to do whatever you think is best for yourself, because while I'd want you to stay, I'd prefer you do what you want in order to get through tough times
@Hylla_Twice-Kill listen to @TheAmazingFic ! We love you! We care for you and we will stand with you even in your darkest moments! we know you would do that too and we will do it, simply because we cherish you and apreciate you for who you are! It´s ok to feel down sometimes, but what really matters, is that you come back up again and march into the future and the right direction!
TW:strong topics.
My younger sister is suicidal and had attempted it. My sister wants to be adopted and convinced my mom to take her to her favorite cousins house and then my mom still hasn't come back. I'm just too much I don't have anyone anymore, my dad is always busy, my younger brother doesn't care anymore, my cousins hate me and so do the rest of my family. My friends are using me. The people I know irl are most of them homophobic. I'm just a random bitch that nobody knows or understands or even cares about. I'm fake. You guys don't know my age group, name, languages or any other shit about me yet, I talk about death as casually as you would take about lunch, I feel like I'm just a bitch ass f@g who doesnt deserve to live, I'm having a gender crisis, I don't feel right in my body, I don't feel fully female. I don't feel male. I don't feel nonbionary. I don't feel right. I am asked if I'm depressed, I probably am, but it's always strangers irl who ask. Never my friends. I am always thought of as the 'happy friend, the one that you can go to, the annoying one, the smart one, the one who you can talk to' never the one who needs to be understood, never the one who needs to be loved, never the one who needs to be cared for or checked on, I'm told not to talk to you guys here on Wattpad, by the people I know irl, but the crazy thing is? It's that people like Alister and Ian already know me better than the people I see every day. I always claim that I'm mentally stable but I'm not, I'm suicidal, I probably have ADHD I have actual PTSD from a bus crash LAST YEAR, and that day that I was in a bus crash I was forced to go to a band concert. I can no longer sit in the 3rd left seat of a vehicle anymore, especially a bus, without having a mix of a anxiety and a panic attack.
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Piss.
I mean hiss.
how is it that in the last two/three days I have only talked to you and one more person and got alone from you over 77 notifications??
thank you for voting my stories <3
Wassup, how are y'all's lives going rn?