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Heyy
Hope anyone on this dead ass app is doing well.
Idk i just wanna yap but i dont have anyone really.
But like Christmas was fun i got airy and a record player and some vinyls and other stuff and new years was fun which i really spent with my moms friends. And ive been recovering pretty well since the attempt but my eating habits are still bad and my body issues and how i see myself havent really changed but ive been working on how ive been living. Like with the c.ai i use barely anymore and i want that and ive been playing dandys world a lot more and ive been trying to make little comics of my yume ships. But honestly i have my bad days were i want to just disappear but honestly recovering has been well and by today jan 4th im 5 months clean from any SH so i really feel better abt that. But really im just very lonely. honestly im extremely loney and i just want someone to text me almost constantly and rp with me and just be involved with me and i know that seems selfish but i feel lonely. I feel like younger me. Im just alone i guess. I feel like i have no one. I am in discord severs not to talk just to get notifications to make a false reality for myself. But now im going on a sob story sorry.
I just wanted to say hi i guess.
-Finn