I wrote a poem on how I feel about my mom. Im not sure im gonna confront her but like I felt like I needed to talk to someone about my feelings (I can’t cry alone forever I guess :\
          
          
          I hate that you can’t see the stupid things you do
          I hate that you don’t get how they make me feel
          I hate the way you make me  Feel different and unwelcome
          Always speaking to me with subtle type of venom
          I hate I can’t be different 
          And im compared to others kids 
          I know you are my mother and I can’t bring myself to hate
          But please take off this weight 
          Take off the weight of comparison 
          And take off the weights of showing restraint 
          Im only in the middle let me be forgotten 
          So I don’t have to be called rotten
          You need to know im quite complex
          Im not as easy and simple as the rest 
          I don’t want to feel small or controlled 
          But I also don’t want to be out of control 
          A little freedom is all I wish 
          Don’t crush me with a squish
          I don’t think I’ll run out of tears to cry 
          But why must they leave my eye
          But you don’t seem to understand 
          I don’t always follow your command
          I know it might be wrong
          But my attention is not very strong 
          Please I wish you not cry
          Im not saying I want to go awry
          Just let live a little and let me be a teen
          Im not perfect and but let me be seen
          I don’t expect change just let me be heard 
          I don’t harbour hate nor am I scared
          I want you to understand I can’t fit your mold
          But I have other sisters you can shape and fold 
          Don’t worry I’ll still be good 
          But some things I’ll do different than you would 
          I write this poem as some for of shield
          Things to think but to say I yield
          You understand im sure you do
          You are my mother but I can’t talk to you
          I can’t express my feelings now
          Maybe one day when my fears allow.

You're just reading my book and it's possible when I write stuff down but I have changed my way of writing now

The book has been made it’s called ‘life update’

Im making a Cinderella inspired fashion brand logo thing
          What should I name it 
          Cinderella’s slipper
          Or
          Cinderella’s godmother 
          Or 
          Suggest other stuff im open to suggestions

How u doinn!!

Sorry TAG: YOU'RE IT!!
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          Someone will confess they like you
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          You'll have a super lucky moment with your crush
          Your best friend will surprise you with something awesome
          BUT.. there's a catch!
          You MUST send this to 10 people in the next 143 minutes or else...
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          No group chats!
          No send backs!
          Sorry, a friend sent this to me, and I'm not taking any chances.
          TAG: YOU'RE IT!

It has come to my attention that there is a scarce amount of fem!bakudeku (like dang I can’t even read wlw bkdk heartbreaking ;-;) anyways do y’all have any good recommendations where they are both female cus I can’t read straight ships =3

Thanks for the follow!! Btw, I love your username!! 

Damn I made a long ass post but forgot to announce it 
          Anyways !!read my previous post!!

I MIGHT ACTUALLY MAKE THAT VENT BOOK GUYS!!!
          But like not really, it’ll probably be a book where I express my feelings and worries (good and bad)  while also talking about my day and stuff I did.
          I also kinda want the book to be an open thing where people can talk about their own thoughts and feelings too, cus like because my school is doing a mental health thing I realized that this might be a healthy way to talk about stuff without feeling pressured to stick to a routine while also being able to talk to other people and help out too.
          
          
          Thank you all for being patient with me ♥️