Ilovehibari453

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Ilovehibari453

Hello everyone. Um I am extremely depressed right now. I don't know who among u believes in soulmates but I found mine a couple of years ago. About 3. Anyway last year he tried to go me to me & his mom wouldn't let him leave. Now tonight she is doing it again. I need someone to talk to. I'm all alone, so if someone would pm me I would really appreciate it. Thanks to whoever is up & for listening.

Coconuts4u07

[ This message is from: coco ]
          
          Hey, I just wanted to let you know.. that you matter. You are cared, loved, special, unique and wonderful.. remember that okay? Don't put yourself down. 
          
          You tried your best and that's what matters. Yeah- you might've not reached what you wanted or what others expected.. but you TRIED. You did your best and tried. Don't give up.. not yet.. you still have 10+ years to live. So do not give up.. don't.. I'm telling you..
          
           I've felt pain and guilt, humility and way more.. and maybe you have to.. we all did and will.. it will happen more than once.. over and over.. but you will not give up... you will get back up and try again..
          
           it'll take more than a million times to success.. you won't get it right away.. no, you won't.. but you will try and try and try.. you will give your best and tell yourself that you matter.. you are a human with limits.. 
          
          you can't satisfy everyone and everything all the time.. do not exhaust yourself.. you have to take care of yourself too.. take as much time as you need to take a break.. your health and well being matters. YOU yourself matter.. there are so many things we have to go through to get what we want..
          
          tomorrow... when you wake up.. tell yourself that you matter, you will try your best and you love yourself. 
          
          (Sorry if I had already sent this to you; also- I will be going offline for idk how long or short.. I just need some space and time alone. I hope you understand..)
          
          Thank you for your time. -coco

Ilovehibari453

I'm soooo upset & I am on the verge of crying. Someone just commented on a profile that all LGBTQA+ members, who we r, who we love, & we r with r unnatural. The person she commented on ur profile on I am so very sorry for the way I screamed. But that's my natural first reaction & now I want to cry, my depression is worse & I feel like I don't matter again. That specific topic always gets to me. Because its like she called us all abominations but in a nicer way of saying it. I'm sorry. I'm so very sorry. But I'm not feeling good right now.

EvangelicaMisanami

@Ilovehibari453 oh and I forgive you for shouting.And calling me the lowest human alive.Don't forget saying my religion is an excuse to be mean.
            Pls don't hate on me.
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EvangelicaMisanami

@Ilovehibari453 pls.Don't hate on me.Did you miss the part where I said I DO NOT HATE YOU.I just do not support you as a personal view and opinion.Not going to force it on you so pls don't misunderstand and get mad at me when I share a opinion someone asked for.
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slenderwomanhunter14

@Ilovehibari453 *cuddles*
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