@InsertCoolUser1
Hey, I know I totally was supposed to be done with wattpad for health reasons but I got grounded and they took my phone and stuff, so I made a new account because I really missed you and I wanted to check in. I swear this is me and I hope you're okay
I HEARD THAT YOURE OKAY. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW WORRIED I WAS. I LOVE YOU
I miss you.. I also can’t find what happened to mother.
@LemonDrops4You heh. well i deleted my account cuz i was really unhealthy and i needed to draw back my online usage yknow? but yeah i missed people so i made a new account for a couple days. will delete it in a few, but i wanted to say hi
I WAS SO WORRIED
Babe is everything okay?
hate this feeling
@InsertCoolUser1 heyy bestie... feels good to see you back here :))). I really missed you tbh
my worst fear is that people will see me the way i see myself
quick question: is it normal for my arm to really ache randomly and then i cant use it at all? idk, it really hurts tonight and i can barely move it, let alone use it. and if i do try it sends shocks of pain through my body. idk what to do about this
tw!
today is the ‘anniversary’ as i like to call it of when i tried to kill myself the first time. i was really struggling throughout the day and my friend noticed this, but everyone started talking about depression and how i deal with it (idek how they know about it but whatever)so i got pretty triggered, especially today. so i went to the bathroom and cut my legs and went out to clean them up at the sink (it was the middle of class so nobody was there) and i shit you not my bestfriend was standing there… i had blood dripping down my fucking leg. so i quickly cleaned it up and had a panic attack, and i checked my watch to see how fast my heart rate was going 140bpm. i ran back into class (it was in woodwork so the teacher didnt really care) and tried to calm myself down. i just texted them saying i was sorry and they said that they werent mad at me, just mad at everyone who was triggering me and they came to make sure i wasnt trying to kms, which i was considering. i love them ❤️❤️
its officially the 14th in my country…. today is not gonna be a good day (yes its only like 12:30am but still)
@InsertCoolUser1 You're gonna get through this just fine, ok?. Just keep a steady breathing (deep breaths if u may; much better). Keep repeating positive affirmations to yourself, and be a little narcissistic (if that helps). And keep yourself busy. IK YOU GOT THIS BESTIE. I hope this works :)