@JazWritesFics
Yall, my mom forced me to move back in with her cuz of some family drama, anyway-
Been busy with school lately (sorry for not being online much)
Besides that, how is everyone doing today :D
@JazWritesFics Kinda forced myself to get on WP so I can check on the BS RP, not the best. Hopefully things will get better for ya
*hugs aggressively*
Why do you keep disappearing D:
@Blossoms_Gemz Life is hitting hard and I needed to keep my grades up. Got into The National Honors Society at my school and gotta maintain a 3.0 gpa to stay in it. Didn't want any distractions ;-;
Guess who technically moved into their Grandparent's house early cuz their mom wanted them out immediately :P
Anywayyy, just had a panic attack, threw up, and now I feel like trash. :')
@JazWritesFics *hugs* I'm so sorry, if you wanna talk, you always can to me. You deserve so much better <3
vent warning.
I have been trying to take care of my mental state, but my physical health is getting worse. I got hospitalized last month for being severely dehydrated. I'm having frequent headaches and some other issues that may be neurological, so I'm supposed to be getting an MRI
My weird older cousin (he's like 42) has been being real nice to me lately. I keep on getting gifts from him and it just doesn't feel right considering his inappropriate actions towards me not too long ago. Him and his wife recently moved into my grandma's house. since I'm over here so often, I no longer feel safe around him. It was enough trouble trying to deal with my weird friend, at least i can avoid him. But I can't really avoid my cousin.
I'm just stressed out right now on top of that. It's gotten so bad I can barely get enough sleep at night. I'm supposed to be getting a job in October because my mom says I need to "earn my keep". Also, she wants me to get emancipated and move out of the house as soon as I turn 16.
I was getting better, but it seems as if everything is falling apart again.
:')
@JazWritesFics if u need someone to chat with i am here!! If its possible try to get a summer or afterschool job? Maybe at a grocery store, clothing store , cashier etc. Save up money then try to leave when u turn 18 (or legal age wherever u are). Can u tell another adult in ur familt about this?? U are not alone!! We love you <3
@JazWritesFics I'm so sorry this is happening to you! Please know you're not alone and there's plenty of people who will happily support you, even if it doesn't feel that way! You're dealing with so much and it's admirable you're doing so well. It may feel like a regression, but think about if you would be able to even handle the situation you are in right now back then, I promise you're doing better. Please reach out to somebody for support, I can assure you the weight on your shoulders will get lighter and easier. Call a support line or speak so somebody you trust, you're clearly going through mental and physical abuse this awful cousin of yours is using to groom you, and it's not at all okay. Its horrifying to know you're going through this and I can only hope you can find a way out of it! Please stay safe and do your best!
@XxCrossoverWorldsxX Yeah, plus i have pretty severe social anxiety so I'm not sure how well looking for a job would even go. My doctor has mentioned to my mom previously that because of my issues I may not be able to live on my own.
Hi. I’m on an alt acc. I can’t get on my old one. I’m still alive. I don’t know if you remember me, but you would know me as Electricitys or Malachi.
Jaz you keep scaring me where we're you D:
@Blossoms_Gemz family drama plus my parents took away my devices so i'm on an old tablet at my grandparents place :') im still somewhat active on my new YT channel though
Wattpad won’t let me add images to my art book omg
@JazWritesFics Oh yeah- that was a problem for some people a while back. Give it a few hours at most, you should be able to.
It said I wasn't following you, but it said it on my following tab-
I HAVE RETURNED!
Anyway I might upload some art later
TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!
:D
I am now 15-
@JazWritesFics Oh I am so sorry for the late notice uhhh well, if you still accept this, HAPPY (LATE) BORTHDAY JAZZZZ hope that you had an amazing celebration this year! >:D
@JazWritesFics happy extremely late birthday!!!! Sorry I wasn't on yesterday to check </3
