Jkloveskooki

Back After Soooooo long.
          	
          	Hope you all are doing fine. Thankyou for all the love you all gave to my books.

rasharkin

Hey...please reply that you didn't do any such things...please reply that you are still fighting...please..

tanrufa

@rasharkin I'm relieved too. I silently prayed for you.
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rasharkin

@rasharkin oh..thanks...I got really tensed seeing your message..now I am relieved
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Jkloveskooki

@rasharkin yes i am okay....thanku for checking on me❣
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Jkloveskooki

I know i dont know anyone here personally but still.... i have heard sometimes talking to strangers is the best you can do to yourself.
          
          So can someone tell me how do people move on, like how? Just how? That too from a person you have not met in years also that person who did so bad to you. That person who claimed to love you so much but still moved on, had a girlfriend, a stable career everthing, may even get married to that girl in next few years but you are still stuck...why?
          
          How to stop that tingling sensation that you feel everytime you see his picture somewhere? why do you have to stalk him everyday or his partner ...just why?
          
          How to stop all these things like how? 
          
          I hate myself for this trust me...i cant i just stop? Why can't i stop having these feelings? Why can't i stop living in past? Why can't i stop being a faliure and disappointment to my family...why can't i??

sugarGal_

@Jkloveskooki I'm going through a similar thing. He destroyed my life, my career my everything. Cause of him my mental health is ruined. Suffering from anxiety and depression. He verbally abused me. He has a great life and a girlfriend and here, I'm still crying for him every day.
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flightofthemaknaes

Yesterday’s me, today’s me, tomorrow’s me (I’m learning how to love myself) Without exception, altogether, they are all me Perhaps there might not be the answer Perhaps this might not be an answer Even just to love myself, I needed to have someone else’s permission I’m still looking for myself again But I don’t want to die anymore Me, who was sad Me, who was pained Me, who will be more beautiful Yeah, knowing the presence of such beauty is the way to my love is the most necessary thing that is most like me The move that has to be made for me now is the action that is for me is the attitude that is for me That is the happiness for me I’ll show you what I got I’m not afraid because that is my own existence Love myself From the start of the beginning and until the finish of the ending, there is only one answer Why do you keep trying to hide under your mask, when even the scars made by my own mistake make my constellations You’ve shown me I have reasons I should love myself I answer with all my breath and all the path I’ve walked along Inside me, there’s still my clumsy self You’ve shown me I have reasons I should love myself I answer with all my breath and all the path I’ve walked along Yesterday’s me, today’s me, tomorrow’s me (I’m learning how to love myself) Without exception, altogether, they are all me
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flightofthemaknaes

@Jkloveskooki 화이팅 !!! 
            this is one of my favorite songs of
            BTS (방탄소년단) Answer: Love Myself (English Translation)  Lyrics: I open my eyes in the darkness When the sound of my beating heart feels unfamiliar, I face you in the mirror An afraid look, a long-pending question Perhaps, than loving someone else, it is more difficult to love myself Let’s be honest and admit what we have to admit that your standards are more strict when they are applied to you The wide growth ring in your life That is also a part of you, that is also you So let’s forgive yourself now Our life is too long to be given up Trust me in the maze Once the winter passes, the spring will come again The stare of a cold night To hide my miserable self, I tossed and turned, but Did I fall to be showered by those countless stars I’m the only target aimed by those thousands of glittering arrows You’ve shown me I have reasons I should love myself I answer with all my breath and all the path I’ve walked along
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Jkloveskooki

Have any of you ever felt like you are failing yourself  every single time? Like you are not good enough? Iike you will always be a failure? Like nothing good will ever happen to you? Like everyone around you is running too fast, doing their best, living their dream life and you are just stuck at one pace from several years? 
          
          Because I am feeling all these things. Emotions are hitting me from all possible directions and it's really getting hard to handle.

icevgguk

@Jkloveskooki You're not alone cause saame ....ps if you ever need someone to talk to im here sometimes talking to a stranger can help , wish you all the best and hope you achieve it all<33
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