For starters, I'm not a very interesting person but some people think I am. I don't see it. But YOLO. 
  Anyway, my nic-name is Smiley, I usually spell it without the 'e' but I don't know. Forget it lol.
  My favorite color is orange, really it's any color but yellow that's just too bright of a color for me. Favorite football team is the Steelers. Fav food, at the moment, is pizza, tacos, spaghetti AND MEATBALLS it HAS to have meatballs, no joke people.
Guess I could have just told you the obvious thing about me, that I LOVE FOOD!!!! YOU GOTTA LOVE FOOD!!!! #FatPeopleSwag guys lol, that's me XP and proud of it.
I'm not very interesting, and usually VERY quiet and shy, but I'm starting to open a LOT more now that I live with my grandparents :) they love me sooo much.
I love to hear jokes, even if there not really funny jokes, cause maybe you're not that good @ them, I still LOVE to hear them.
 Love to color, draw, paint, make things out of the stupidest of things lol, I'm a 17 year old girl who loves to do things that usually only little kids like doing, BUT I hardly ever have friends my age, I have a few, but most of my friends are older, not much older but older than me anyway.
 I didn't have the best childhood, let alone much of a life, which was most of the reason why I've become the bad girl I am to this day. Which reminds me of that one part in the song 'Good Girls' by 5SOS "Good girls are bad girls who haven't been caught". Some people like me, some call me mean, some say I'm adorable. That doesn't change anything.
I still, sometimes, feel useless, unwanted, insecure, and lost. Sometimes I feel unnoticed by most, sometimes everybody. I've just always felt different from others. Slowly, I'm starting to trust a few people, like friends and family. 
Anyway, that's all I have to say about myself and such. Life is slowly starting to be brought up to the surface where the light can safely shine through without the fear of getting hurt again.