okay now i'll be on this real quick. after i've finished showering, my crush replied my message from last night where i snapped my notes since he didn't come to school last week. after thanking me he said he wanted to talk to me and it was about my friend- the Umji in the story. as i already told u in the first four chapters, Umji and i have known each other for 4 years now and if y'all remember the part where she talked behind my back, apparently my crush was talking bout that one. he believes that she would never do such a thing. just imagine how much it breaks my heart that he actually doesn't trust me and thought that i was framing her. i wish i could give him the proof- the screenshot -but i already deleted it bc it hurts me so much. but u see, even tho me and Umji are "close", she never gets personal with me. our friendship is not "talking-about-personal-stuff-and-heart-to-heart-talk". no, never. our friendship is more like "i'll-just-come-to-her-when-i-need-her". she's the one who considers it like that tho. i used to have this urge to trust her and tell her everything personal, but she left me for another friends (one of em is my ex) bc she thought that i was sick, and she talked it to her new friends. and so i just told him that i'm trying to tell people, no matter how close you are to someone, you can't trust them. this is actually a lesson for me, and i hope for everyone, and i wish this will be a lesson for him too. but u know, i just don't get it. i asked him if he's taking her side bc i don't care anymore since i've told him the truth but then he said he's not taking anyone's side. bOI THEN WHY R U ASKING THIS?? THIS IS HER THAT WE'RE TALKING ABOUT! IT'S OBV U R TAKING HER SIDE. WHY R U LIKE THIS? idk anymore guys, i really need ur opinion on this. i really do. thank u for reading my rant :)
