Kazuscarashiper

Im in a school assembly right now and I can't see what I'm typing

During the like at least 10 hours tiktok was banned just hearing a song in a tiktok edit made me cry (mentally not actually) and I tried watching fruit basket because ive never seen it but the intro was just tiny sad (I was 5 secondsinn) and I kept thinking of tiktok and our gave up and listened tk random music that wasn't in anything related to tiktok and read because I need something to help me fall asleep. But why did they put us through that trauma for nothing???

I used to be able to stop scrolling on tiktok but now I feel like it's going to be banned again and I can't stop

My mom is on the cocogoat part of the liyue archon quest in gesnhin and I asked her if she knew why zhingli knows so much and she said "he's Rex lapis, the person who died" and she thinks it's Rex lapis because Rex lapis died but his soul lived and his soul is zhongli 

I tried to start fruit basket because I've never seen it and when I'm not scrolling on tiktok I'm watching a show but the intro just made me more depressed and I saw like 2 seconds of it. I already have really bad depression, and now everything I scroll on (other than youyube shorts but they don't hit as different as tiktoks) is banned. I tried watching Instagram but then I got bored and depressed because it's not tiktok. I was happy because a wattpad book I've been reading updated but once I read that chapter the deppresion came back. Like why ban tiktok? It's technically against the first amendment and it's just stupid and there are no positive outcomes with the ban, only negative ones

I keep trying to do my nightly tiktok scrolling before goign to sleep but it keeps giving me the thing saying it's banned 

My least favorite days of the year and probably my life so far is going to be tomorrow and January 19th

Watching the rookie has made me not trust gingers or reheads bc their all villans

My neighbor, who is also the elementary school teacher, drove 3 hours, got a dog, and drove 3 more hours back to their house and when they were bringing their dog inside the dog ran and j think it's been a few hours and they havnt found it but their still looking, it's also about 11:30 pm and pounding rain. Their driving in their car to find the dog and me and my parents just went to walk around and see if we found their dos but it's still missing. Luckily it's winter tho so it won't be eaten by a cougar or something

I've screamed like 30 times in the past like 30 minutes and the screams are so loud that their ear deafening and I sound like I'm being chased by a serial killer all because of one soukoku image thats too... traumatizing...