Oh god looking at this account after 4 years or something makes me wanna fucking gag. So anyone who knew me previously: I've finally conquered my internalized homophobia and most of my internalized transphobia, sadly the brain is a bitch and I have to fight my family's mindset. I have fuck loads of religious based trauma, so seeing little me's old about section dragged a bunch of shit up with it. Which is mostly why I'm even bothering to change it in the first place. 
I'm transmasc sapphic agender disabled enby with crippling anxiety and depression and a chronic pain disorder that is based in my nerves so sometimes my arms feel like they're catching fire if I get overwhelmed or stressed. Or if I have a flare up. I have adhd, insanely powerful adhd. Thank fuck for caffeine and meds. 
I don't plan on writing or posting shit anymore: I'm currently only here for some random fanfics. But I needed this changed. Maybe you can be encouraged; my white ass was able to break the propaganda and brainwashing. 
Guys, especially young afab kids, don't be ashamed for thinking people of the same gender are hot.  STRAIGHT IS NOT THE DEFAULT SEXUALITY!!! You're allowed to think boobs are hot and question what people find attractive in men (I literally did that when I was thirteen) I mean the song "Girls" by Girl in Red (I think?) is literally my brain half the time. The rest of the time I feel pretty aromantic and it's a strange dichotomy that makes no sense.
It's 5:15 in the fucking morning, my brains too tired for this shit. But yeah. I think my brains mush Imma go. 
 -Echo/Khodie November 2022