sometimes you believe that you will never be worth it, you try to change how you look, talk think but it doesn't work so you believe and believe you can't ever be worth something to someone but you don't notice that someone things your everything but your too caught up in trying to be someone your not they just stand there wondering how they could prove to you that your worth the world to them but sadly you  believe for one second your not worth it and it pains them to watch you think all those bad things about yourself.