"SOMEONE WHO'S IMMORTAL COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND MY PAIN!!!
 ...Do you even know the definition of immortality?
It means that I, and only I, cannot die.
Would you like to guess how many funerals I've been to? 
How many friendly smiles I've seen turn into flowers in front of a tombstone? 
 And some of them don't even get that ending. 
I've seen people crumble, 
disappear without a trace, 
endings so horrible that nobody should have seen them. 
And that is not all..... 
I am afraid of loving anyone, for I know that inevitably at some point they will crumble away or betray me. 
Do not act as if I don't know what pain is. 
All I know is pain..."