@Erica_R_Harper you should check out my Alternative Ending to Allegiant if you have time. It's helped me cope tremendously, and I think it could help you too, give it a try if you get the chance, you won't regret it, I promise
@facelessfiction it did that to me.... It was the first series I read and once I read a few more, I realized it wasn't that great and it was poorly written. I personally don't like it super much anymore, not because of the ending. I think the ending was beautiful. sacrifice was what Tris was trying to do so she was bound to be killed. It's all natural.