My favorite things are: 
Fanfiction, Chinese and otome reincarnation stories, Chocolate, My sister, Writing(coming up with) stories, Drawing(though I'm often too lazy to do that)
Not specifically in that order!

Alcoholism is an actual threat to my remaining stability and the loss of many of my favorite fanfics isn't helping. 

I need a therapist to help with my anxiety and depression, but they make it hard to get one. I'm stuck and suffering.

If only I never started reading fanfics and being part of fandoms, I'd have killed myself before this shitshow of the 2020s. They kept me alive but was it worth it. I'd never know what I was missing out on, so I wouldn't feel too bad about it. I'd just be dead. But, then again, with how many SI reincarnation fics I read, I don't fully believe that it will be the end of me.