Hey. I know it's quite a while since we talked, and I'm just really trying to understand what happened while I was virtual. I know that stuff happened between me and Kova (I'm guessing she likely told you anyways, but I don't know why that makes anyone drift away like that or whatever happened unless she is adding things or something. I don't have any other logical explanation atp) I'm not trying to start anything or set anyone off or anything like that I really swear and I'm sorry if I did anything to upset anyone, I just really wish I knew how this spiraled. When I came back from virtual you just really seemed... off? I guess that's the word, I don't know, but I don't get how it was like talking all the time and writing stories together and stuff that we liked to me suddenly just being given these stares from you and her and she would try to act like everything was fine but then still insult the crap out of me either to my face or behind my back and it sucked but at least it isn't as bad as getting hurt or anything and honestly I've had a lot of people tell me that she'd been saying stuff and what not (so it was mostly her, I'll be honest, but I don't know how much I can say about that part at the moment, it's a bit complicated but I did at one point post about it with screenshots on here, I sort of took it down but it's in drafts and I won't hold my tongue about it just an fyi because she was the gateway to a lot of stuff that happened and I can't stand being silenced like that. I should have spoken out sooner but I didn't know how and I still don't really know how without people twisting it and I also can't deal with any drama that stems from that because I'm finally not being bullied that bad or anything and I can't let that slip away. I'm not blaming you for anything of that, I promise I'm not, I just want answers...) (Sorry for the essay)
