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Okay, I have a question.
Probably no one will se this, or be able to answer, but I need to get this ooooout.
Okay, so I have a HUGE difficulty in showing emotions. Like, why?
If something makes me sad or mad, I keep to myself, and make sure that no one knows… I mean, why would they care? But it scares me they would y’know?
Like, even when I’m reading, or watching a movie, if something happens and they cry, I immediately cringe.
For instance, I’m reading this book, and the girl likes him, he doesn’t know, and she finds out he had been with another woman.
Then, she went to his house to hang out? And that other woman showed up, and she froze, tears came to her eyes, blah blah blah.
That made me cringe so fucking hard, and I was like “ Oh my God, ur embarassing yourself, showing emotion like that”
Like (?) my friends told me that it was a normal thing to do, since she was upset and all, soooo
Why the duck is it weird for me to show emotions? To tell people the way I feel?