Lucastory48

Where there is desire there’s gonna be a flame,
          but no it’s actually not burning me.
          Actually this flame is finally bringing back some light in my life,
          some warmth to my body,
          and some live into my already lost soul.
          Turns out a flame isn’t burning,
           if the fire that brings it cares enough.
          
          You’re teaching me how to and I can’t wait to finally be involved in the comfort your flames give me.
          As Taylor said: „I thought love is supposed to be red but turns out it’s golden.“
          Thank you for making me understand that she’s right

I'm back to my own self.
          
          The lovestruck, always helping friend that watches everyone success in life while I'm here. 
          
          Drowning in my own soul.
          It's dark in here, getting even darker with the moments...
          The moments I forget how it was to live.
          
          So while I'm finally getting over you I watch my most beloved ones living the life I had with you and silently drown in my own, dark, killing soul. 

You just aren't worth it. 

All I want for Christmas is you…
          
          However, Santa doesn’t exist.

I'm done.
          
          With you.
          
          With us.
          
          With life. 

It’s too late…

I'm feeling lost to an extent, not even Taylor Swift quotes can express how I feel anymore.... 

Hey, 
          it′s all me, in my head 
          I′m the one who burns this down
          but it's not what I intend
          
          Sorry if I hurt you, 
          I don't wanna do this to you
          I don't wanna lose this with you
          
          Tell me that you're still mine
          Tell me that we′ll be just fine
          Even when I lose my mind
          
          Tell me that it's not my fault
          Tell me that I'm all you want
          Even when I break your heart
          
          
          I need to hear... 

What’s the use of delulus when I can’t tell you about them?

I can’t get you out of my head and not being able to have you with me is driving me crazy rn…