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Personal Rant so bare with me: I absolutely love that I am there for everyone; people I don't know well if at all, people who CONSTANTLY stab me in the back, people who have turned their back on me time and time again, anyone! But the SECOND I need someone to be there for me, nobody gives a shit. I am a doormat and I hate it. I have one person who I can talk to anytime. I have to carry my shit on top of everyone else's bullshit and this is why I cry all the time and have mental breakdowns daily. I can't deal with the bullshit anymore.