Ok, so... I know how you feel. I have tried to commit suicide, too. My best friend stopped me, and she didn't tell anyone. I know you probably won't listen but those jerks who you call 'friends' don't deserve your tears, ok? You probably feel alone but there's always one person who is with you everytime you need him/her... Maybe you didn't find him/her, but I'm sure you will :-) Just try to be positive... Maybe we can talk and be friends. Shall we?
Milla and Fra <3