Max

I miss them. A lot. And it hurts. A lot. Not even a goodbye..didn’t even care to tell me “hey we’re gonna be on a break while I’m gone.” Instead they just left, didn’t care. I know I shouldn’t be upset about it or upset in general. But I am, because they did this before and I was a mess, and then when they came back they didn’t fucking care about me anymore. What we had was gone, and I still tried to save it. I tried really fucking hard. But it wasn’t enough for them. Nothing was enough. Nothing I did was enough. And it hurts, cause I know if they come back they’ll pretend I don’t exist, like we were never a thing, like all of it was for a joke. And it sucks.