You are judged by what you are. Not who you are. I have been in a mental hospital since I was.... I honestly don't remember. My family was killed and I killed two men. My brother died trying to save me. I have schizophrenia. I am violent and forget things. I have two adorable kids.My condition has gotten better but I will always have it. Judge me if you want. I don't care. I have had worse happen to me. I have been attacked and beaten close to death. My nightmares are what you consider hell. I never forget those thoughts or actions. I have a split personality. People say I shouldn't be having kids,but it is saving me in a way. They give me strength even when they aren't even here. I might not stay alive forever I might kill myself someday but I hope see them grow up and have their own kids. It will be hard having a mom like me but I will try to make their life better than mine. Even if it the last thing I do. Judge me,hate me, just don't blame me.