Mariarays

I don't feel like writing anymore , my mind is blank my heart is hollow my energy is worn out, i just have the urge to delete all my stories and vanish forever 

joenkim1306

@Mariarays hey hey author plz don't stress yourself... it's fine if you don't want to active on Wattpad or not feeling like writting but don't stress yourself okay it's fine I can understand your thing it happens it's normal..you are just stressed and overwhelmed bcs of  the event took place in your life 
          	  But don't worry everything will be alright don't be too hard on yourself just take care of yourself ❤️we are always here for you if you wanna share more then I'm all ears.... nothing matters more than your health and mental peace....call yourself give yourself time do what you like the most of yourself and I
          	  ust take care of yourself 
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Yuno_253

Author plz answer us are ok?

Yuno_253

@Mariarays true that I have few friends there, Lebanese and Palestinian friends, and they explained how much life there is not hard its hell itself they are just breathing to stay alive only they don't dream about future they dream about living one more hour with there beloved ppl cuz they lost many to the missiles....hope war will stop soon and u have a life there although I know it will never be the same again but i know ur ppl are strong enough to come back from disasters and wars stronger than before just looking at Gaza for a year is heart breaking but makes u proud that no one can break them and the hope they never lost cuz the owners of the land will win.
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Mariarays

@Yuno_253 my country has been bombed since 17 days and still on going , we barely sleep scared to be shot with rockets and planes , innocent lives by thousands are murdered ,hundreds of injuries, villages has been erased from ground as if they never been built, people sleeping on streets with no shelters ,food or medicines, we live our days in fear not knowing when our death may come, and it doesn't stop invading my head , what have bts members done to us ? We , arabian armys? Palestine has been bombed for a year and two days now , i saw on tv pictures of corpses that they were armys they had photos and posters and toys of the members in their destroyed rooms and places, look at my country now facing the same destiny they had , bts owns the biggest army fandom in the world , with a simple finger gesture they can move thousands but millions of souls to prptest against the genocide that's been occuring, but now why would they do that? We're not counted as humans , in my country the majority of the armys rebelled against their own families to stand bts , some spent all their life savings just to buy some stuff related to them and so did in palestine, i regret all the nights i wasted just waiting for their lives bcs of the huge time difference between us and waiting like an idiot for one of them to comment, i regret every coin i spent on buying their stuff when my family needed money , i regret every fight i had with my parents and close ones defending them when they did not even care abt us being murdered, they kept a blind eye and just get immersed in their royalty life that they gained from armys support when countries like ours never had slightest support from them, if i fet out from this war alive iam never staning such ungrateful band ever 
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Mariarays

I don't feel like writing anymore , my mind is blank my heart is hollow my energy is worn out, i just have the urge to delete all my stories and vanish forever 

joenkim1306

@Mariarays hey hey author plz don't stress yourself... it's fine if you don't want to active on Wattpad or not feeling like writting but don't stress yourself okay it's fine I can understand your thing it happens it's normal..you are just stressed and overwhelmed bcs of  the event took place in your life 
            But don't worry everything will be alright don't be too hard on yourself just take care of yourself ❤️we are always here for you if you wanna share more then I'm all ears.... nothing matters more than your health and mental peace....call yourself give yourself time do what you like the most of yourself and I
            ust take care of yourself 
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Mariarays

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I lost my friend today, she died due cancer, one of the sweetest people i met, and she has a baby too, what the fuck is wrong with this world , i can't even move from bed or leave the room, it feels like iam facing a battle to reach the door, everything feels so numb, everything feels so dead , i hate this planet , i hate that i exist 

sakopian1

@Mariarays I’m so sorry for you loss I can imagine what you’re going through I lost my cousin last week to a heart attack and he too had a baby girl it’s so hard to come out of this but you know what you need to be strong for her sake for her baby’s sake so when she grows up you can be there for her and always remember her mama with her I’m sure your friend would smile upon you so please be strong and never give up once again I’m sorry for your loss 
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