Me_Is_Zen
Has anyone ever been mind numbingly bored that you forget you have anxiety from publicly posting anything but then you do it anyone but then you are a bit scared and your heartbeat has picked up pace and you'll probably cry in the morning after seeing this but then you are also bored and know that no one is gonna read this but of course someone is and think you're an idiot WHICH SHOULDN'T MATTER but hey when has anxiety ever listen to rationality and then you do post it because meh and you are anxious but you're also numb and you are scared but also bored and omg DepressionXAnxiety is a bitch... The worst combination ever since HitlerXJesus.... And here's to a night full of feeling nothing and being numb af and then to a morning of crying from anxiety.
angelitchi
has anyone ever been mind numbingly bored, that you forget you have anxiety from posting publicly? but then you do it and you get so scared that your heartbeat starts to pick up its' pace and you'll probably cry in the morning seeing this, but then you're also bored that no one is going to read this—but of course, someone is and think you're an idiot (WHICH SHOULDN'T MATTER!) but hey, when has anxiety ever listen to rationality? and when you do post it (because meh) and you're anxious, but numb; scared, but also bored, and oh my god, depression and anxiety is a bitch. the worst combination ever since hitler and jesus… and here's to a night of emptiness and being numb, then to a morning of crying from anxiety.
you should get grammarly to better convey your emotions. this was a roller coaster, damn.
