MelodicBunnie

Oh man its my birthday. Oh man im 20 now. Oh man this is weird. .--.

I'm probably going to take a break from writing for a while, I genuinely don't think I can handle it after posting that.

When you've been typing furlan as farlan and just don't care enough to actually go through an change it all because it can be written either way in my mind.

I made a tododeku thing and i'm going to look over it tomorrow and then post it. It's sad how I can complete that, but I still can't finish paper flowers. I swEAR that will be the very next thing I work on so I can get it out of the way. {Plus I have like 2 other stories in draft mode and the narusasu multi-chaptered one. Whoops.}

I don't know why i'm so picky on how I write a story. This is my downfall lol. Like, I wish I could just write the first thing that comes to mind and post a chapter but it has to flow perfectly and that's why it takes me so long. It also could be that I just keep getting infinite ideas on what to write and starting new plots without finishing the old ones first.
          I need to get a grip on my issues.

Save me, why has paper flowers taken me all these months to write? I have the ending and lead-up all planned out/roughly written out. What is happening. Why am I like this. I have literally nothing to procrastinate over, yet somehow i'm procrastinating.
          *Zooms into my face casually* Hello darkness my old friend.

Good news, I decided to suck it up and re-write that entire section. It took awhile but i'm happy with the way it turned out so all is well. On another note Wowee the story is getting long {and i'm not even halfway done writing it lololol}

Agh, Wattpad was acting up and so I copied a part of paper flowers that wasn't saving {562/4156}. Then I decided to take a break to see if it would work. I accidentally copied something else and now those 562 words are gone and wattpad is still being fucky so I can't go back in and edit it. At this rate I wont be able to retrieve it and I'll forgot all the stuff that was written. It was such a good part too. I feel like i'm going to cry, it was so good and I know I won't be able to write it the same way and convey the same feeling. I hate myself so much for not opening a notepad and saving that part there. Ugh I feel sick to my stomach (T~T)