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Hey... how are you guys doing remember me?
So it's been what... almost a year now since I was last on this app or communicated with you guys? A whole year, I think... that's enough to bring life into this world, haha... not that I did or anything. Life just really kicked me in the fucking ass, it decided to just throw every item in proximity at me all at once without a single fucking break (my mom died, I lost my job, became suicidal, my girlfriend cheated on me with her bestfriend, we lost our house and just so much shit) and somewhere down the line I just decided to abandon everything and everyone including my fics and you guys. It's like losing the remote behind the couch and never having the energy or time to reach behind it and grab it.
I just want to let you guys know that I never fully stopped writing, but I never completed a story because halfway through things just worsen every life span of my life within seconds. I never stopped thinking about writing as an outline, but now that I have the energy, time, and motivation, I decided to climb out of my hole.
Yup, you guys are hearing that right, I'm climbing out of my cleaning of keyboard, going through my drafts, and rewriting, and I'm going to try and update every Saturday or Sunday. Keyword try. I dont want to make any promises cause im struggling just a bit and I want to be as realistic as possible with these updates sinces its only me and i dont really remember the original idea for these stories because its been too long and mind has been occupied.
Re-reading these stories made me missed them even more than I realized, and so much shit has happened in my life that I now have so much source material to use.
Thank you to everyone who is still here. Thank you to all the new followers. Thank you for leaving comments and votes even after I ghosted for almost a year.
You're the real ones.