Im not sayin school arent important, ofc its essential. But what AND how it teaches is the issue, i understand that we need a rigid system. But whats the point if its only hurting its people more than its helping? You call it getting "prepared" (for WHAT? There is a lot of jobs nowadays that discards all the knowledge u learned in school nd instead give u new structures to actually LEARN instead of keeping it like a lifeless machine),while its actually getting gaslighted that this is how things should have been like and u ve got nothing to do against it nd u should follow it whether u like or not. Ik my words mean nothing nd they will do little to no change in that matter, but whats important is who is reading this. Dude/dudette, js let go and do wtvr u want. Live ur life and may Allah bliss it even more - learn, ignore, love, hate, yearn, mourn, cry, laugh, scream, hush; do wtvr u want, ur grades doesnt define u, u do. And only Allah who can judge (Sorry if ure not a muslim!! Js ignore this part^^). The point of life is to live, so don't ever think ur life is underated or overated. The most important thing rn is that u exist rn, in this moment. In fact, we re already living in timelines loops:))
Do what u want, nd until the time comes. U js have to find that feeling where ure satisfactied w who u are and what u, as a person, represent. Dreams is what shapes us and make us whole, so keep dreamin, its ur only source to success inshallah!!^^