love is a complicated feeling, sometimes an obsession or sometimes a deep affection. You feel selfish towards it. I'm not talking about  a crush. A crush and love are two very different things. it may seem so similar but its not. Love changes you. Loves takes you to another place. it takes time to build up your love but it can be easily broken down. They don't have a clue what big of an effect they have on you. But sometimes it's not real and that leaves you broken and it may alter your future if you let it.