My closure is this. 
I will never know 
If i did mean anything to you
If your love was real? And if so, how could you be so cruel to me?
I will never know how you did it? 
I kept asking how why how and why
Till it drove me crazy but 
I came to peace that 
I will never know 
But i will always know 
My love was real
My heart was real 
My affection 
My gentleness to you. 
My sincerity was real 
I will always know  what i felt was real 
Regardless of how it ended. 
How you acted. 
I was real. 
That's my closure.