Nordesse

What’s up guys. I’m a 17 year old cis girl and I just found out that I’m probably on the autistic spectrum. This woulda been nice to know. Wtf.

Please, cherish the people around you, whether you’re close with them or only know them distantly. Whether they’re a parent, sibling, friend, teacher, peer, etc. it doesn’t matter. You never realize how important they are until they’re gone. And they turn out to be real damn important.

Ooooo also there’s a band concert tonight (stress and excitement all balled into one haha yay). I have two solos, one on flute (in a HTTYD arrangement) and one on piccolo (in an Incredibles arrangement)! I’m praying I don’t mess up lol.

I like how my “conversations” section of my profile has just tuned into me talking to myself. I really only do it because I know in the future I’ll revisit this old Wattpad account and laugh at my younger, dumber self. It’s almost like writing my random thoughts on sticky notes and sticking them around my room, just to look back at them later and smile.

Jschlatt playing Untitled Goose Game is just perfect for my sense of humor.

I’m gonna be taking three god damn college classes my junior year. Plus I’ll have to worry about the ACT and balance a job on top of all that. My parents also want me to start looking into what colleges I might like. It’s gonna be a stressful year.

I just finished watching Avengers: Endgame. HOLY FUCK.

I’ve nearly finished a little Minicat drabble! :D I’ll probably just post it on Tumblr & AO3. Plus share it with the BPS Discord server! I plan on abandoning my Wattpad account eventually, so I might as well start posting my stuff elsewhere to start that transition.

Why is writing dialogue so difficult DDD:
          
          Life and stress blew up in my face, but I’m back to working on Face Reveal! Writing this chapter is still giving me hell, dialogue driven writing does not enjoy cooperating with me, apparently.

Writing unbearably self indulgent shit, stuff I’ll probably never share with anyone, is my ultimate form of self care. 
          
          There’s nothing like the satisfaction of writing something you’re pretty sure only you want, and is so obviously just for you that you’d really want to die if anyone else ever read it.
          
          But yeah, I write a lot of self indulgent shit for the smaller fandoms I’m in. They’ll never see the light of day.