Long post coming up…
I’ve been writing fiction for as long as I can remember. I must have written hundreds of stories since my very first one back in 1986 when I was four years old.
But it wasn’t until 2018 that I first shared anything I’d written. For some reason, I chose Wattpad as the place to share it.
I posted ‘The Reason I Exist’, which reached 20k reads before I took it down and replaced it with a reworked version, ‘The Reason Jude Exists’.
Today I’m also taking that down (If anyone is in the middle of reading it, sorry. Let me know).
Why take it down?
Because it is being published!
I never thought after so many years of writing for fun that I would ever publish something. But for some reason this particular story has stuck with me - I’ve not been able to get it out of my head since I originally wrote it six years ago.
I found an agent and a publisher but… they wanted me to change one fundamental thing about the story to make it more marketable. (For those who have read either of the versions, you can probably guess what the change was). That was a dealbreaker for me. I don’t care about it being marketable. I care about the story I wrote.
So I’ve decided to self publish it - I’d mentally gone too far down the publishing road to turn back. And after immersing myself in the indie publishing world I realised how exciting it is. I love being in control in all aspects of my life, and I’ll be able to control every single thing in relation to publishing this story.
Will anyone ever buy it given it isn’t marketable? Probably not.
Thank you to anyone who is still around who supported me since Jude and I made our debuts in the online writing world. If you want to keep up with my journey towards getting this story published, you can follow me on Threads:
https://www.threads.net/@amorgan.author