Tezz (Tezzie)

Hey! Um- Not sure if you remember me? I went by TeamBumbleBlades once upon a time? I had an OC named Rewindspeed?

Heyyyyyy-
          
          So I’m back??? 
          
          Life has been insane and I’ve been through some crazy shit BUT!! I just updated Inflicted if y’all want to read!! 
          
          You don’t have toooo but if you did I would be really happy (please I’m on my TFP train again I need to feel validated-)

Do you still use your other account? If so,I was wondering if you could update Family?

If you guys have noticed I'm not that active, I apologize LMAO
          
          If anyone is interested in what I've been up too lately, please visit my tumblr!! I've been much more active there. Here's the link:
          
          https://www.tumblr.com/turtledork
          
          I also have a discord!! If anyone is interested in messaging me there, I'm much more prone to respond. Let me know if you want to chat there and I'll share my username with you!

APRIL FOOLS MY ASS
          
          *slaps desk and chugs energy drink*
          
          I LOVE YOU ALL AND THAT'S NO PRANK
          
          THAT IS ALL

Hello luvs!!
          
          HOO BOY does my life just keep getting crazier lol. Just some updates for y’all!
          
          1. Well to get the most surprising thing out of the way; I am no longer engaged and I am single once more XD. It’s still fairly fresh, and we were on a “break”before he even ended it. I didn’t ask for it, but I think some part of me has known this was coming for a while. Things didn’t really end in fire. We just found out we were hurting each other more than helping?  Over the past couple weeks, the main thing I’ve felt is relief, so hopefully that’s a good sign!!
          
          2. College is coming close to an end. This will be my last on campus semester, and then I just have a couple summer classes. Then I graduate. Holy shit that’s crazy. So activity will be slow for a while as finals draw ever closer!!
          
          3. Next, something that may not be surprising. For a while, I’ve felt like I’m not just a woman. Like, being a woman makes me happy and she/her never makes me feel dysphoric. But I feel like my gender isn’t just one thing. I feel and want to be identified as any and all genders! (Within my own cultural appropriation.) It has been a new and interesting journey of self discovery, but I think that I have found myself! So, from here on out, I will be using any pronouns! I identify as panromantic, asexual, and pangender!
          
          4. Finally, I’m back on tumblr!! I’d love to share ur with y’all if you are interested in seeing my ROTTMNT shit there lol. 
          
          That’s all!! Love you guys, stay happy and healthy!

Hello everyone!
          
          I know some people have worried over my sudden disappearance. I won't lie to you, it's been one hell of a month. Some major things happened in my life, a lot of them negative. I've had some very low lows, and I couldn't bring myself to do anything at all. Thus my lack of activity here.
          
          There's been a LOT of fear, a lot of heartbreak, a lot of feeling like someone who messes everything up and doesn't deserve to be here. But even in the face of everything I've dealt with even in the last WEEK, I'm starting to recover. I have a lot of lows, but I'm having a lot more highs as well. 
          
          I hope to be able to reply to messages and maybe even write soon. I have currently written a few things that I may finish. I also have a new obsession LOL, so you may see me talk about it a lot here.
          
          Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles has become my comfort show and a strong coping mechanism through all of this and I love the boys-
          
          I love you guys! I hope you are all safe!!

I’m not okay. 
          
          Feels like 95% of the time I talk to my dad, it ends up with me feeling like sh#t. I’m hurt and I’m scared my loved ones are gonna be hurt. 
          
          He can never just leave things alone. I always have to be perfect. Isn’t there a way I can cut off some of my family without so many negative consequences?

sorry for the lack of activity again, y'all!! I promise I'll respond to messages soon! it's been a busy past few days, and my mental health has struggled a little bit. I'll be posting some art in a moment for y'all!

sorry to anyone I haven't replied to yet, I was sick yesterday XD. I've recovered tho!