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HEYYYY SO I HAVE A NEW ACCOUNT, So if you want to see me and my gayness still living you can on Off-Color_Eden 

Hey , its been a while , hope you're okay 

That moment when you're talking about how green eyes are your favorite and the person you like says the eye color you have (mine is hazel) is their favorite. (Literally what happened to me today)

People always talk about blue eyes being the prettiest. Comparing the color to that of a sky or the waves crashing against a shoreline. Personally, I love green eyes. Nothing in the universe could be as close to the beauty of green eyes. It's as if they're a whole new world, a new landscape full of trees and green meadows with no ability to tell if you're ever finding your way out. And thinking about that adventure, makes you feel okay, as if being lost isn't always such a bad thing. Sure, a light blue or dark sapphire could be nice to see, but just taking a glance at a pretty evergreen-like mint or a jewel-like emerald could make my day a billion times better. Hell, even a nice pair of Hazel eyes filled with all of the above could be like heaven in a swirled vortex of beauty. So why stick to loving just one? Why just the sky when you could see a whole world inside their eyes.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY. 
          I gave a  paper fox gift bag to the person I liked (it was really cute) and it broke and then she the texted me about it and how she was all sad that it broke. And in her exact words 'it was a pretty fox, and you gave it to me so it was a special pretty fox' and my heart has melted. I feel DOO special

Guess who finally got a tumblr account?! 
          Dis bitch!!!
          Go check it out
          @offcolorrainbow (yes. This name is very creative and I totalllty haven't used it before)
          
          I won't be doing much on tumblr other than post any 'art' I've created so if you wanna see that and more go checkitty check check check it outtt (I'm tired okay?)

First of all:
          •69 reads on colors ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) THANKUUU SUU MUCCHHH
          and
          •I just typed out a poem about butts and I think it kicked ass (huehuehurhurhurhurhur)
          • i'm also trying to post more often and since RoomMates will be coming to a close in the next few months I'm channeling creativity into ideas for that
          
          
          

I just asked the person I like to stroke my esophagus (you do not know the pain I went through trying to find out how to fucking spell esophagus. I asked Siri a billion times and it came out as a Soff a guess)  fuck me.
          But then I also said, fuck me in the ass cause I love Jesus and my other friend finished it...what even is my life 

As of late I had a huge realization about my gender and myself in all. I had realized that I was non-binary (more specifically genderfluid) and I needed to tell someone and anyone. Saying that here, now feels so much better than I thought it would be and I honestly love it. My name is now Max. Not legally, but hopefully one day it will be. I had alway loved the name Max and I think it suits who I am way better than my real name (Rian) . I still want my prounouns to be she but i feel way better about myself now. I'd like to thank you all for reading this and message me if you need anything (and I mean anything). Love ya <3
                                                ~MAX

happy birthday to me...yay...best birthday ever...and I thought today was going to be great...fuck my life